I feel older.....

Seems like an era has passed by.....really.....feels like I have grown up by another 2 years or so. Some occurrences in life make you feel this way.

On August 6th, I got a call, not knowing that life has some unpleasant surprises in store for me. The call left me shocked and worried.....in fact the thoughts that were going on in my mind were completely different.....I suddenly realised I never used to think this way. Of course, this kind of uncertainty happened to me for the first time.

The call actually decided my next course of action, not just for that moment or day, but for my entire life.....for the moment I just rushed to take a train, it was about 2.30 in the afternoon, the train was not very crowded....I cornered myself on a seat and let my thought horses run.....this 50 minute journey was the longest I have ever traveled. My mind took me to the most dreadful and worst possibilities in life.....it usually happens, whenever there's a crisis the mind tends to visualise negative consequences first and my mind too followed suite.

Believe it or not, but i travelled about 40 years ahead of life just to realise how serious things were going to get. On reaching my destination, the sight was all the more frightening....

A little about.....

It might be true that the title of my blog reflects the mood I am in, since a few days...However it doesn't matter, after all my blog should be my reflection, the mirror image of what's in my mind. And, yes...the title perfectly portrays that.

I know most of you guys have often heard about the 'sweet nothings', but life also poses certain serious situations wherein we have nothing else to say, other than 'nothing'. It is about those moments in life when I had a lot to express but seriously nothing to say....

Remember when someone asked you, "what's wrong?" and you could only say, "Nothing!" and a long pause thereafter...Instances apart...I think I am getting into a really serious and grumpy mood now. Anyways, I belong to an extremely humble family with lot of creative talent but very little attitude to flaunt it... that might be one of the reasons I think that talent doesn't need a mouthpiece...it attracts people merely by its aroma, just like a Hyderabadi Biriyani blended with the right spices and perfectly cooked.

I might be very subtle in my approach, however my thoughts have a faster pace than my words. I know it's testing time...but I also know one thing for sure...and that's nothing...I am not being diplomatic when I say this because I really don't know what I am sure about...but it's true that I am sure...

...May be sure of not letting them down, sure of my ways and manners and sure of myself...

will write very soon....when I come out of this self-proving mode....